~~ ``wElcoMe t0 lIttlE el3pHaNt'S WORld`` ~~

Monday, February 05, 2007

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ms_princess_el3phant`` _ zhEn kAi xIn _``
@ |8:51 AM|

[['' argh!!'']]

i'm very confuesd lo .

cos i jux quit my job ..

half n hr ago..

now is like i felt very irresponsibillity ..

cos i promised to work till e mid feb ..

den nw jux sorry n quit .

Oh mY !

but i jux dun nod wat to sae lo.

very struggling .

argh !!

but i guess that's e best ways .

cos my throat is most impt de lo .

hehe ..

like wat ppl always sae la ..

[[ if bad things dun go how does gd luck approach u ?]]

RITE ??

what do u think of this few lines ?

``[[ The hardest part about writing my story was to face the memories again. But it was something i had to do cos i wanted to tell others that .

Although it might felt like it's the end but i wasn't ]] ``

Quite confusing rite .

But i found it very true cos to fae sadness again was hard .

*hehe*

[ if i think i did the rite thing den dun regret ('',) ]]

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ms_princess_el3phant`` _ zhEn kAi xIn _``
@ |8:19 AM|
Saturday, January 27, 2007

how i was i was a carefree fish !!!!

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ms_princess_el3phant`` _ zhEn kAi xIn _``
@ |1:07 AM|

haha..
hmmm.. finally i gt a job !!
but u nod wat !!
it's terrible la ..
cos my biggest weakness is pronouncing word !!
ooH miNE !!
those "EeE rr " thing !!
tian ar .. it's driving mi crazy !!
den all e super long kinda of name still need properly pronouciation ..
haix ... (!_!)
zhen ke lian la !!!
it's has been 4 days le .. i still cant recovered from my fever . flu !!
argh!!! hao xin ku wor !!
den no voice !!! sob !!
can some kind soul of fairy in e heaven drop some gold or valueable stuff fer mi !!
HIAX
4get abt it bax. it's doesn't even happenend in my dream lo!!
wake up bax !! MS tan !!
aja aja fighting ~~
hehe...!!
nw i finally understand wat's call time's nt enough !!
if it's was e old mi which's sacking at home or shopping ..
i wun oso think tt i hv many many many many time to spend ..
NOW !! it's a challenge for me to arrange all my super tight time !!
to do tis n that !!
hiax !!
wo zhen de hao wu neh wo !!!
kao !!

anyways .. all my friends out der !!!
jia u wor...
not matter working or studying !!
hehe
now i reali felt tt study's better ...
y?
cos can pong sch any how n then ~!!
regretted la !!!
hiax..

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ms_princess_el3phant`` _ zhEn kAi xIn _``
@ |12:31 AM|
Saturday, December 23, 2006

``MERRY X'MAS ``

PRINCESS tomato :

hmmm.. i guess i hv sae a lot of thanks to u fer every everytink !! so now i dun wan sae thanks to u le !!

i wanna sae [[ `` xin ku ni le ``]]

haha.. a new ways bax !!

i'll continue to ma fan ni de wor ~~

wahaha!!

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ms_princess_el3phant`` _ zhEn kAi xIn _``
@ |6:20 PM|

that's my feeling last nite !!

haix!!

but watever it's ..

PAST LE !!

now den i realise y all knd people died faster den wicked people ..

cos of their kindness ...

they sallowed all the pains and unfairness in their stomach ..

all time goes by when it's fully filled ..

it's burst and died ~

tIAN AR ~~

haha..

aniways chen jia le ..

jia u !!

XIAO YI XIAO YI ...

NOTHING U CANT OVERCOME DE ~~

*hehe* (^U^)

[ `` be a kind person !``]

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ms_princess_el3phant`` _ zhEn kAi xIn _``
@ |6:12 PM|
Thursday, November 30, 2006

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ms_princess_el3phant`` _ zhEn kAi xIn _``
@ |12:26 AM|

wow ~~~
WAT a nICE DAy i had today manx ..
heh3..
so FuN ~~
jux came hm frm Amanda's hse ~~
** so tirEd*
cos we went to Bbq n k session ~`
oh mine ~~ she's so violene manz ..
but cute lo .. haha
but HEr sis more gentle @ 1st sight..
but slowly her true look's out manx ..
haha..
we had fun wif pillow fighting lo ..
haha..
wiF her sis help !! i managed to win her ~~
oucH ~~ REALI PAIN LO ..
both sister r reali outgoing n nice ``
somemore they 'r reali excel in swimming lo ..
"" simply flying fish !!""
haha..
well .. last nite too ~~
princess tomaoto n mi finalii click lo..
refers to singing k la ..
haha..
cos we oways din manage to show our best .
but last nitex ...
1 word shiok !!
it's best k i had ever have wif her ..

``[[to princess :
we mUx oways hV tis standard fer singing ~~ ]]``
jiA U WOR ~

PRAY FER TML TO GET A JOB SOON ~!!

[[*zh3n kA! XIn *]]

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ms_princess_el3phant`` _ zhEn kAi xIn _``
@ |12:02 AM|
Saturday, November 11, 2006

``haHA``
oh Yes ~`
i finally can hv a good sleep le.. wahaha..
cos exam over le ~`
*zhen kaI XIn*
AND I'M PROUD OF MYSELF LO ..
Ccos i manage to cahnge blog skin le ..
"hehe"
cos i oways think tt changing of blogskin is so troublesome ..
and hard ..
weLL.. altot this new look fer my blog's nt nicely done but
`` i tried my best le ``
*hehe*

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ms_princess_el3phant`` _ zhEn kAi xIn _``
@ |3:46 AM|
Tuesday, June 06, 2006

wow.. coOl ..
2dae's ntg much thing happening ..
**hehe**
oH ya ..
mi neighbour shifted away !!
haix..
sob!! sob!!
they r reali kind family manx ..
den recentli der's a new member in their hse ..
**haha**
cute little boi boi !!
u nod wat he love to cry alot .. causin her little young mami to breakdown lo .
((haha))
wen tis kind of things happen mi hse AUNT HELEH i'll carry him over 2 mi hse ..
make him slp .. guess wat!!!
i nv knew tt mi mami gt magic hands llo ..
he'll kind of slp beri soundli n worries free de feelin lo ..
haha..
mUx learnt frm mi mami !!

after watChiN TIS gOng drama ..
agA1N !! KOREAN drama ..
looVE TIS few sentence :

'[ e more i comfort mYSELF , e more i cry .
even if i rub away those tears secrectli.
the memories r speading to other memories.
makin mI crY with a paiNfUl heart.
i reGret THAT L'Ve ONLY RECIEVED ]'

GEt READy fer tmL ..
A BRIGTHER DAE ... *O*
JiA u jIA U LA ..

tO her :
i guess u mux be having a hard time nw..
if u haben gif up on them i'm sure they wont nv gif u up til e last sec ..
hv faith in them ..
jia u ..
bRiNG UR IcOn back
[[''smiLE PRINcess'']]

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ms_princess_el3phant`` _ zhEn kAi xIn _``
@ |12:50 AM|
Sunday, June 04, 2006

'i'm jux lid hangin In e middle of airs..

Feelin lost n hard to finD mi ways oUt'

HAPPINESS SEEMS SO FAR AWAY

On a conscious level, you might already be aware that something is troubling you, or eating up a lot of time when it comes to becoming a better person. But it's also possible that thoughts and feelings about improving your situation in life have been preoccupying your subconscious mind — leaving you with nothing more than a general sense that things just don't feel 100% right in your life though you can't quite figure out why.

You may feel stuck or trapped in your life. Perhaps you wish you had more interests or skills, or that you had more time and energy to devote to that ongoing internal growth.

Whichever feelings hold true, your test results indicate that right now, your subconscious mind is working overtime to resolve the issues confronting you in this area of your life — even if you don't feel aware of it.

wat KAO ..

SUPER ACCURATE LO

FRIENDS ..

GO TRY OUT BAX AT [[TICKLE]]

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ms_princess_el3phant`` _ zhEn kAi xIn _``
@ |8:33 PM|

''fallin into e deepest darkness of e world ''

*(( haahaa))*
on fri (2/6).. it's rather a BUsy dae !
wow!! it's so surpisinG tt i'm bUSY !!*
dunod y.. i felt tt tis yr i'm rather free den busy !!
i guess it's 80% free den busy ..
hmmm.. tt dae was reali cool ..
y ??
cos wif mi " Big Daddy's family " again ma ..
actuli cos of them i felt a sense of an wei lo ..
hmmm.. thanks oO ..
" big DaDDy's family membEr''
-xie xie ni men-
hope tt tis sense of an wei'll oways open their doors fer mi ..
reali ~~
DUN CLOSED IT ~~
haha..
actuli i nod pretty well wat kinda of person i'm la..
haha..
kinda of hacked care everything .. every1 ..
kinda off dun gif a damn de person..
forgotten abt their presence .. their feeling ..
i'm oways lid fallin in tons n tons of different kind of series or drama show.
kinda of hard to chat wif mi ..
cos of limitd topics type..

reali bad rite ...
yup !!! i'm reali bad !!

i oso wishes tt i'm a gd listener to friends
oso can kind of free msg them ask them :
'[ how r u lateli]'
'[feelin gd ma ?]'
tis wad's i oways wanted to do..
but i dare nt .. i'm oways hesitating..
feelin so unsure is it oks to msg ?
oways irresoluted.
ended up i'l gif up tt tots..
kinda of cowards bax ..
ever since wen i started to hv tis kind of feelings ..
i started hidding ..
hidding mi concern towrds ppl
buildin up a visible wall ..
do not allowed ppl to come closer to mi ..
nor mi getting closer to ppl..
haha.. so werid bax ..
den i'll get e whole hell of e free time ..
oways askin myself it's rite to '' reject ppl concern n their caring ?'
m i lid tis ?? m i suppose to carry on lid tt ?
FOREVER ..
haha..
well i found a way ..
to escape of rather hidding..
is to make myself watch thousand n tons of endless show , drama ..
jux to forget tt irritating feelings ..

altot i nod tt there r ppl out der fer mi to turn to even if we nv keep in close contact..
but i jux dun nod how to turn to them ..
in mi mind's seems be ocuppied by e devils not angels ..
keep on giving mi bad outcome which reali discourage mi alot alot ..
thus, i accepted it !!
escapin from reality n hide !

so sorry all mi friends ..
cant even provide e beri basic care n concern a friend shld hv..
shld hv it wan ..

wow !!
where do i hv all e courage to write mi feelin outs ?
u nod i felt kinda puttin down tt stone !!
hahaha.. shld be angels take pity on mi bax //
nw seriosuly fightin against e devils bax..
tt's gt e power ..
hao su fu wor !!!
tian ar ~~ hao su fu wor ...

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ms_princess_el3phant`` _ zhEn kAi xIn _``
@ |7:10 PM|